Yeah you’re right and everyone tells me. But alot of the time I really can’t help but feel that it’s really not him, it’s me.
I have this insane jealousy problem as well. Everytime he goes out to a party or a club, or he goes out of town I get REALLY jealous. Sometimes I don’t even think the jealousy is justifiable. For reasons like that, I feel like its my fault and not his. I feel like he’s trying the best he can but I get jealous/angry too easily.
I’m always so afraid of leaving him, because I’m afraid of being alone. I’m afraid of finding out he’s happy without me, or he’s moved on to another girl. I never want to see that happen, so that’s a big reason why I don’t want to let him go. I don’t want to see him move on from me. I think that that’s another way my jealousy shows though. I get jealous of the THOUGHT of another girl being with him!
What do I do? It seems pretty helpless but i feel like i’m stuck in this circle I just can’t get out of….
