I posted a while back about a girl I was pursuing with a lot of uncertainty. This past weekend she came with me for a weekend music festival that all my family camps out at annually. Thursday through Sunday. She made a big effort to get to know all my family and I could tell she fell in love with them. She told me she was very much in love with me…repeated it all weekend. Up until then I’d been the one chasing her, but never dropped the L bomb. I said it back though.
So she wanted to have sex somewhere outdoors. I was still processing the 180 from thinking she was a long shot to her being with my family telling me she loves me. She built up how really the only thing left in her mind was how the sexual chemistry would be. I’d been drinking but wasn’t wasted. Anyway, found a place away from everyone. I’d easily get it up just kissing her, but I’d lose it when it came time to actually have sex. I put a lot of pressure on myself to come through and had some confused emotions.
She got really upset. I tried to explain that it had nothing to do with my attraction for her. She showed some understanding but still said it changed things and she had to process her feelings.
Will she get over this? Will I get another chance?
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